Wednesday, October 7, 2009

You really cannot trust anyone.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

ughhh. Some people are so completely selfish.

I wish I could take all these things I'm thinking and nail them to your door.

It's an amazing feeling when a child you've been working with for ten months...who hated you at first...walks up and wants to hug you good morning. Whenever I feel completely broken and exhausted doing this job, God reminds me why I'm here, and it's so comforting. I'm feeling overwhelmed with love from my God today, and I'm so thankful.


His love is so much more fulfilling than anything else.
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame I'm a dream
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white re-runs
That escape from my mouth

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

Saturday, October 3, 2009

I don't know if I've ever had this much anger and hurt in my heart before.
I'm trying desperately to let go of it.
Today was the best I've felt in months.
God is faithful, He has a purpose for everything, and He can make something beautiful out of every mess I create, and I believe that, wholeheartedly.
The waiting is always the hardest part.
But I don't need you, and I never did...and I never will.
I've had enemies who had kinder hearts than you.
It's sad, really.

Ready for some angst?

"and you dropped the note and we changed key
you changed yourself and i changed me
i really didn't see us singing through this
then you screamed the bridge
and i cried the verse and our chorus came out unrehearsed
and you smiled the whole way through it
i guess maybe that's what's worse
and i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
and i don't need you or anybody else
so take a look at me
see what you want to see"






--So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with, cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish, I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids--

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Oh, Mr. Dylan.

Don't Think Twice, It's All Right

It ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
It don't matter, anyhow
An' it ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
If you don't know by now
When your rooster crows at the break of dawn
Look out your window and I'll be gone
You're the reason I'm trav'lin' on
Don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
That light I never knowed
An' it ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
I'm on the dark side of the road
Still I wish there was somethin' you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
We never did too much talkin' anyway
So don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
Like you never did before
It ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
I can't hear you any more
I'm a-thinkin' and a-wond'rin' all the way down the road
I once loved a woman, a child I'm told
I give her my heart but she wanted my soul
But don't think twice, it's all right

I'm walkin' down that long, lonesome road, babe
Where I'm bound, I can't tell
But goodbye's too good a word, gal
So I'll just say fare thee well
I ain't sayin' you treated me unkind
You could have done better but I don't mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don't think twice, it's all right

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

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